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Goals
Saturday, August 28, 2010, 4:20 AM
Just browsed through the scholarship web page again..
really got to work hard if i want to go Japan to study!!
the paper seems tough(maybe not when it's like 3 years down the road).
all MCQs :P
how good if I can take the exam right after i finish my tertiary education(JC, hopefully)!!
there'll still be allowances every MONTH if i get it.
equivalent to SGD$2,000. isn't it good?
i get to study, live, play, die there. just kidding, for the last one.
but seriously i don't care already, i am so gonna go into a JC and achieve my goals T_T
and for that, i am not supposed to be just saying and no actions done...
need to get my lazy ass off the chair, start studying for O'level..
there just isn't much time left, EOY examinations for now..
(okay i think my english is becoming weirder and weirder)
i think, at most there's only a month left?
i've got to ACE my math. YES.
I HATE MATH, BUT I DO LOVE IT WHEN I CAN SOLVE 'EM.
for that, i need lotsa practices.
and I've realised that i can do it, when i want to.
Just that math is not something for a lazy person like me....
seriously, i need a note everyday to constantly remind me of my goals......
that, i've got to work hard for what i want and not just sit down and dream.
wonder will god let me have my way through? or not?
and i hope to improve my japanese tremendously(especially vocab) before 18.
i want to prove to people who looks down on north vista! or something!
it's a matter of yourself and not your surroundings.
一生懸命したら誰でもできる事。
神様 守って下さい
じゃぁ